Work. No matter who we are or what we "do," we all work in some shape, form, or fashion.
It is not easy to work heartily when I get no credit or, worse yet, someone else gets the credit for my hard work. It is not easy to work heartily when I am frustrated with my boss, my colleagues, or my students. It is not easy to work heartily when I am burned out or sick. But, still I must focus on the fact that I am to work as for the Lord and not for men.
However, thankfully, most days it is very easy to work heartily because, as I have said before, I love my job. To be paid to do what I love is a blessing! How great is our God!
I am starting to think that part of "work as for the Lord," also means
honoring his priorities and teachings, rather than just an excuse which
allows me to be caught up in prefectionism and self-rightousness.
Which means, I also have been thinking about how and when to say enough is enough. What is the balance between being the best teacher I can be and working as unto the Lord on one hand and knowing when to stop, to rest, and to enjoy and participate in the other things of life and living on the other hand?
I don't know the answer. But, I do know that I want to wrestle with it more. In the next few days I am going to prayerfully set some goals and objectives for the coming year (for teachers--"the new year" is in the fall). I already know that one of these objectives will be to learn more about rest and practice observing it.
I read recently (but can't remember where) that the day before observing rest is a day of preparation for the day of rest. This day of prep led to anticipation for the day of rest to come. The Bible is a story of anticipation--waiting for the Savior to come and waiting for him to come again. Partly, I want to observe a day of rest because God thought it was a good thing to do after working and because I want to practice anticipation. I want to be reminded on a weekly basis that I am (supposed to be) waiting eagerly for the Savior to come again.
I guess one of the beautiful things about work is that we get to anticipate and enjoy rest. :)
This post was submitted to the Carnival of Beauty sponsored by Sallie at A Gracious Home. This week the theme is The Beauty of Work and is hosted by Mary at Relevant Blog.
I think that there is a fine line between doing our best and striving to be perfect. I know that within my ministry, when "I" work too hard, I deprive God of the chance to work through me and honor my efforts.
ReplyDeleteI am not really sure how fine the line is actually. I know that when my brother was here and I spent more time with him in the evenings instead of preping for classes, I still worked hard but wasn't living to work.
ReplyDeleteI didn't reach prefection when I spent many waking hours getting ready for my classes, and I didn't reach prefection when I spent ample time preparing for classes and then spent time enjoying the other blessings God has given me.
And, I don't really think my students noticed a difference in my teaching.
As a recovering perfectionist, it is so hard to know when to say "that's good. I have worked hard and should be proud of what I have done with the time and other constraints I was given. It is ok for me to stop woring on this now."
As a recovering perfectionist, I can also tell you that I never could reach "my best" because I could never be perfect. So, I never could stop working. I have learned I need to define what is needed for the task rather than to aim for "my best." "My best" is a never ending pursuit.
However, I TOTALLY agree with you about the fact that when I am in perfionism mode, I do not make room for God's grace in my life. Nor is there room for me to depend on Him to do the impossible. That is why I am so glad he is helping me to recover from perfectionism and all its trappings.